Oh it's been so long since I posted, 13 weeks according to lj...I don't have an excuse, just time passes quickly and sometimes not fast enough...and losing yourself inside yourself is not only selfish but survival...

Hopefully it was only a rut...I hope it is...right now I just have nothing to say...

Disclaimer: Fiction but not impossible

 

( Well Duh )

 

I believe the cliche is quality over quantity...sooooooooo...ummm....you know I think I'll go with...something that I can actually hold on to...

Disclaimer: Own no body and no one...just love to mess with O'Brien's head...lol...

Allison ignored Adam as he walked behind her excitedly chattering about their duet just moments before. She actually had to bite her bottom lip to keep from blasting the damn amazing looking man who turned her insides to jelly with just a look from those jewel like blue eyes.

He'd done it again!

Adam Lambert had introduced her as his "little sis" then proceeded to seduce her on the stage as they sang their duet.

Damn him!

He'd looked deep into her eyes, smoldering, he would follow her across the stage, stalking her, he would sing the words in a voice that made her feel hot and itchy, and then, then he would hug her at the end and whisper softly in her ear "Alli mine"

And after that...nothing...

Adam would then act like nothing out of the ordinary had happened, he'd act like they hadn't just engaged in a form of foreplay on stage, he'd act like his voice, his eyes, and his body hadn't aroused a feral response inside Allison causing her emotions and body to riot.

Like they were right at that moment

"...that was so fucking funny, who knew an old lady would wear a bra like that" Adam spoke breaking into Allison's thoughts "Damn some of these women are scary. Telling you Alli mine, even at six two, that little old lady freaked me out. Protect me" he said tongue in cheek and wrapped his arms around the unsuspecting Allison.

The press of his large body against hers, the feel of his lips on the back of her neck, and the way his arms picked her up to bring her even closer to him was Allison's undoing.

She rammed her elbow into Adam's gut causing him to gasp and drop her from his hold. Allison whirled around with her hands on her hips and fire in her eyes.

"What the fuck Alli" Adam was staring at her in total disbelief as he rubbed his stomach

"That's what I say Adam! What the fuck!"

Adam stared at the flame haired beauty who clearly wanted to tear his head off, for some unknown reason, and felt his heart kick into triple time and the ache in his stomach was no longer because of her sharp elbow but because of the way her brown eyes held his gaze. So much temper and heat for one so young. Oh shit. Oh shit, Adam thought again as he felt arousal hit him hard.

"Alli mine, what is going on" he got out past suddenly dry lips and he took a painful swallow as his eyes focused on Alli's mouth Damn she had such a pretty mouth, when she sang, when she laughed, when she was cussing him out like she was

"What the fuck is going on?" Allison took a step toward Adam that brought her right up against his chest she was too incensed to notice the way his pupils dilated as her chest pressed hard into his or the way he shuddered at the contact of her leather covered thighs with his leather covered thighs
"What's going on is that I'm so damn tired of being called your little sister! I am not your kid sister! I am not a little girl Adam Mitchel Lambert! Besides you can't call me your little sister and then look at me like you do! It's not fair!"

"How do I look at you" Adam's voice went down low and his hands cupped her face his blue eyes blazed with heat and desire

"Like that, damn it, like that" Allison told him as her hands slid up his chest and wrapped around his neck "You can't have it both ways Adam. You can't call me your kid sister then look at me like you want to kiss me and never stop" her voice went low too and her fingers teased the back of his neck "Choose" she told him as she recklessly arched her body against his

"Fuck" Adam groaned then took her mouth hungrily like he'd been longing to do for weeks.

Allison moaned in delight and opened her mouth wider. She let her hands ran through his hair as he let his hands wander down from her face to her hips and pull her closer.

Allison's tongue explored Adam's mouth and her body rubbed against his instinctively as his hands traveled over her butt then settled firmly there cupping her gently.

The need for breath separated them for a moment and Adam spoke his voice thick with arousal

"God, do you know how long I've wanted to kiss you? Do you know how often I think of holding you like this?" his hands tightened on her ass and he kissed her hard "Every single fucking night since we started this fucking tour. I can't stop thinking about you Alli mine."

"Then why did you keep calling me your little sister, why"  her brown eyes wide Allison asked

"Because it was the only way I could think of to keep myself from jumping your bones" his mouth went to her neck and his tongue slid out to tease the spot right below her chin and he snorted a little "As you can see that worked out perfectly, not" Adam let his hands drift up to her waist and then travel further up her sides to rest right underneath her breasts.

Allison giggled

"Yeah, that was some fool proof plan there" she teased her own hands sliding down his chest coming to rest on the open v of his shirt "Especially with all the eye sex" she leaned down and placed a small kiss to his exposed skin and Adam shuddered "The only thing that gave me hope was when you would introduce me as your girl"

"That because that's what you are Alli mine, my girl, you're mine" Adam told her lifting her face up with one of his hands "That's what  you are, you're mine"

"Took you long enough Lambert" Allison kissed Adam softly

"That's my girl" he grinned as he pulled back a little then kissed her breathless

Today my friend at work found out her mom might have cancer...

Colon cancer...and as much as I tried to encourage her and support her and tell her to have hope and faith...a little part of me kept thinking...my Uncle had colon cancer...they diagnosed him with it and two months later...he was gone...just that fast...

So now I pray and I hope her mother is okay and I tell myself that there is always hope and God creates miracles every single day but a little place inside my heart and my head whispers...life is never what you expect...it could change in a blink...

Is it horrible to think this way? To let the doubt in? Am I wishing it upon her?

I really hope she's okay and I mean it too...but still...a little part of me is scared...

What if it was my mom?

Disclaimer: Own no one...and this is just fiction...

“Oh crap! Effing dark in here” Adam Lambert breathed out and then almost took a header as his booted foot tripped on someone’s discarded shoes. He caught himself on the back rest of one of the bus seats and muttered some choice swear words. He heard someone mumble and ducked just in time to avoid being beaned in the head with a travel pillow. It landed with a soft thud right in Megan’s face and she jerked in her sleep, Adam froze in place but all she did was mutter a protest and fall back against her seat, never once waking.

“Rounds, you throw like a girl” Adam sneered at the other sleeping woman and continued his slow shuffle down the aisle of the girls’ tour bus.

Holy crap, why did Alli always camp out at the very end of the bus? He squinted as he looked toward the long seat at the very end of the tour bus and spotted a small lump covered with Alli’s favorite Jetsons’ blanket. Adam grinned and picked up his pace.

He reached the back of the bus without further incident and went down on his haunches reaching for the blanket that covered his Alli

“What are you doing, you’re going to wake my mami” the words were hissed at him and Adam snatched his hand back, jerked his head up to his right, and lost his balance falling flat on his ass in the middle of the aisle.

“Crap!”

“Shhh…” Allison Iraheta was clamping her hands over his mouth as she leaned over him in the dark, her head turning to check on her mother. Seeing no movement she turned back to look down at Adam as he placed soft kisses to her palms. She gave him an arch look to which he responded by wiggling his eyebrows and reaching for her arms.

Adam took Allison’s arms in his hands and surprising her tugged her down. She gave a muffled squeak and lifted her hands off his mouth to wrap them around his neck as they tumbled the rest of the way down to the floor of the bus.

Adam grunted at the first jolt of his back hitting the hard floor. He and Allison laid still for a couple of moments hoping they hadn’t woken anyone. When there was no sound but that of soft snoring (Allison told Megan she snored, na na na na na) Adam took Allison’s face in his hands and whispered

“Missed you” his mouth was on hers in a deep hard kiss before she could reply. Allison sighed into his mouth and gave in to his kiss.

After a few feverish minutes when things were beginning to get intense Adam pulled away and kissed her forehead. His hands were cupping her ass and hers were tangled in his hair.

“Missed you too” Allison whispered to him

“Nuh uh, missed you more” he said kissing her lips lightly

“Oh no, I missed you more” she murmured against his lips

“Impossible! I missed you more then anyone’s ever been missed before” his hands squeezed her ass and brought her closer to him

“I missed you more then a fat kid misses cake” her fingers twirled his hair making it stand on end

“I missed you like whoa and oh yeah” Adam leaned down to smell her hair

“I missed you like the size of a football field” Allison placed a small kiss to his chin

Adam opened his mouth to reply but was cut off by an irritated accented voice muttering

“Well, I am missing sleep! Alli get up off him! Adam, kiss her good night and go back to the other bus. We will not be at this rest stop for much longer”

Allison and Adam bit their lips and fought the urge to giggle. Busted!

“Si, mami” the both chorused together and did what they were told. As his lips brushed hers Adam winked at Allison and lowered his voice to say

“See you in two hours”

“I heard that” Mrs. Iraheta told them and both Allison and Adam broke into giggles.

Disclaimer: It’s all just fiction and my warped little way of driving O’Brien insane…Muahahahahahaha…

Author’s Note: Sorry it took so long to update but…I hate smex…it’s hard…and yeah I know…anyways…here it is…the smex chapter :P

 

 

( Oh My God Adam Lambert )

Disclaimer: Checked and…nope…still can’t own anyone

Author’s Note: Happy 450^th Thread everyone!!!!!! You guys rock!!!!

So I chose kiss/kisses…I know it’s short but I hope you all enjoy it. It was written with a lot of love for you all. You all are some of the most wonderful people ever and deserve so much praise and recognition.

So once again, I give you Drunk Zac…

 

 

( Peanut Butter, Peanut Butter, Who's got the Peanut Butter )

 

Disclaimer:  Purely a work of fiction and my overactive imagination

 

 

( I Know Why the Dog Howls at the Moon )

Disclaimer: I own no one and no one owns me…well…maybe O’Brien and Shia…they’ll have to duel for my soul…muahahahaha…

Author’s Note: Trying a little something different here…lol...my mind is warped and I ask you…do you believe in the boogie man?

 

 

( Echoes )

I miss just being a kid. You know, that feeling that anything is possible? That if you can imagine it, maybe, just maybe it will come true?

I pretty much turn the iPod on to shuffle and go...though on a strange but true side note...when I want to iron clothes I turn on the classical and opera music and iron my little heart out...yeah...what can I say...I'm a dork

Disclaimer: Here we go peeps, fiction, blah, blah, blah…so on and so forth…

 

 

( If I'm Not in Love, I'm On the Verge )

Okay...so...life is hard...it sucks and at times all you can do is live it and pray you survive...but it should be more then survival...it should be a life and it should mean something to you...

I don't know why today I feel like shit...I just do...and I wonder...what is it all about...and why can't it all be just simple and true and just more then putting one foot in front of the other?

Disclaimer: All a work of fiction and my feverish little imagination…

Author’s Note: So I started this in ff but decided to post it to lj after I tweaked it a bit ( in other words, added the cuss words cause as y’all know I am a potty mouth when I write my fics) also I thought it would serve as a prologue for the small fic I’m going to write for the Lafronsky milestone…so…

 

 

( Before )

Disclaimer: Fiction y’all, good ole fiction…

Author’s Note: So I started this a while back as a little drabble to cheer Dave up and well I decided to expand on it and post it today in celebration of Shia’s birthday and the Shikki Extravaganza on the Shikki Thread

 

 

( I Would Be the Sunlight in Your Universe )

Disclaimer: I own no one and this is purely fiction y'all

Love will find a way,
if you want it too
Love will find a way,
love will find a way for me and  you

Love Will Find A Way ~ Yes

Disclaimer: I own no one and this is all fiction
Author's Note: O'Brien you so owe me...

 

( Slave to Love )